Soul Flight

In January, 1992, Sri Chinmoy visited the island of Tenerife. A mist of orange dust hung in the sky and I was told it was fine desert sand from the Sahara, blown across the Atlantic Ocean and this archipelago of volcanic islands by the big seasonal trade winds that roam East-West across the African continent.

Sri Chinmoy on Mt TeideMy journey to Tenerife I well remember for its succession of unscheduled stopovers at odd, mountainous, late night airports where absolutely nobody spoke even a single word of any familiar language. Hours would pass then somebody would hold up a hand written cardboard sign announcing a destination you'd never heard of – an official of sorts would gesture to the gate and you would join the queue, fingers crossed, shuffling forward for another mysterious hop to the next touchdown somewhere in the Canary Islands. I felt like a bewildered anti-hero in a strange novel, lost in some separate unsignposted reality, a contemporary Alice fallen down a rabbit hole.

But arrived eventually. We climbed Mount Teide, or rather drove by car up to the 10,000-foot volcanic crater then hiked the last 2,000 feet or so, up and over an ice cap to the summit. Hardly triumphant conquerors. On the mountain road of switchbacks and steep hauls up, cascades of purple bougainvillea flowered, stands of aromatic mountain pine, small villages and sweeping vistas of sea. Parachutists leapt off the high crater walls and floated serenely down to the ocean, a twenty-minute aerial spectacular, man become soaring eagle.

One evening about midnight I had a rare experience. At functions end I had sat in the hotel lobby for a few minutes and there encountered Sri Chinmoy – he suggested that I go to my hotel room and meditate for a while, an unusual request. And so I went obediently out to my hotel balcony, sat in a wicker chair that overlooked the black expanse of ocean. It was a few minutes past midnight. Two hundred feet below the sea heaved and sighed against the dark volcanic cliffs – above, the universe flared out across indigo sky. Only a few minutes into my contemplation I had a sudden feeling of my soul, a winged bird flying out of the body cage and off into a great void. There was the feeling of a great release, of freedom and exultation and simply through volition I could soar and cover great distances. At first I gripped the sides of the chair in alarm, then gradually let myself go, the beginnings of a rapturous flight in this lovely new world of unhorizoned freedom. For all of an hour there was a great euphoria, free of time, place, self, the burdens of this anxious life.

Sri Chinmoy sprinting in TenerifeThen around 1.00 a.m. my roommate – yes, you know who you are! – returned and mistaking my rare celestial romp for sleep slapped me heartily on the shoulder and ended my flight. Reverie broken, my experience there ended. But I still remember this lovely glimpse that my teacher showed of another dimension where all the human trappings had fallen away and for a blissful while you are only pure spirit, a peaceful soul bird winging the universe in breathless delight.

In Tenerife several of Sri Chinmoy's male disciples worked for days constructing a 100-metre running track where our guru could practice his sprinting. The rocky, uneven volcanic field provided a great challenge and we were reminded of the story of the great 11th century Tibetan yogi Jetsun Milarepa whose guru Marpa Lotsawa asked him to build three successive towers. Marpa found fault with each of the three towers and requested his neophyte disciple to start again, testing his surrender, his egolessness, humility and faith and preparing him for the great challenge of enlightenment. Mindful of this story we enjoyed building the running track and finally our own guru was highly pleased with our efforts – we were all smiles.

When we left Tenerife after two weeks I travelled back down the rabbit hole of mysterious plane rides, the same sense of unreality, irrelevant ticketing, ended up in Majorca for one night, found a room to stay surrounded by fields of onions and cabbages, a soccer pitch. But my meditation experience had left an afterglow of detachment and the running track construction had conferred a little patience. So my strange time in Spain turned out to be quite rewarding – I had won a tiny drop of inner poise and life’s ordeals seemed no longer quite so troubling.

    – Jogyata.

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My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

My God-Hunger-Cry - March 03, 2006 The poorest God-prayer: "God, give me money-power." The richest emperor-prayer: "God, my life take over." - Sri Chinmoy.
My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

In October of 2005, Sri Chinmoy began a series of prayer-poems entitled My God-Hunger-Cry. We are delighted to feature them here and hope they bring you joy and inspiration.

God the Supreme Runner

I have been looking at my bedroom shrine this morning and giving myself a mark out of ten. A beautiful tall photo of my teacher soars over a miscellany of things beneath – a single white candle, some japa beads personally given out to us all on a Christmas vacation, several favourite unframed photos (curling at the edges), a small picture of myself aged four to remind me to be childlike and not an old grouch.

And then some poignant things as keepsakes too – a yellow lock of hair from a departed precious friend, some of her favourite wild mountain flowers, still honey-fragrant seven years after she picked them – and here a much loved carving of an unknown yogi, sublimely tranquil, otherworldly, perfect in pale yellow stone. Sometimes I hold this against my heart to emulate, to absorb as though through an osmosis of consciousness.

But there's dust, untidiness, signs of neglect, so I award myself a six out of ten. Can do better. Above my shrine the wall is almost hidden with random large photos, a little topsy-turvy and also showing evidence of an untidy mind. Unframed and stapled onto the plaster wall. Room for improvement.

One catches my eye, a group portrait taken at midnight way back in 1987 in Auckland. Twelve runners are lined up under dark trees briefly illumined by the camera flash, a suburban parkland setting. We were attempting to run fifty miles each, our salute to one of Sri Chinmoy's groundbreaking weightlifting records. I remember this night vividly. On the one-mile loop a number of candlelit poems and aphorisms had been placed to counter our fatigue and to provide inspiration, and one in particular was to give me quite an experience. It had been enlarged on white card, a poem from The Outer Running And The Inner Running:

Lord, I am tired.
"Since you are tired, My son,
Even before
Your journey's start,
I shall run for you."

Ungifted as a runner but endowed with a little doggedness, I battled away through the night but at mile thirty-four an old knee injury – along with sundry other aches and complaints – returned and reduced me to a painful shuffle. I had been repeating the poem over and over in my mind for hours, a mantra to concentrate my will, a prayer to break my strong identification with my poor distressed body – then all of a sudden this poem became a reality. Some powerful grace descended, all pain disappeared, I felt filled with light and galloped along at full speed, scarcely able to believe what was happening. For ten or twelve final miles I seemed not to be the runner, the body an instrument of a greater force, I a disembodied observer, tears of joy in my eyes at this extraordinary experience.

Nobody could believe my speed – I seemed to have wings on my feet and rushed around the one-mile loop in a state of exultant disbelief. A great joy filled my heart though I could not understand why such an insignificant person should be granted such an astonishing boon.

Sri Chinmoy often speaks of God as the real Doer – if we can feel that it is He who is experiencing life through us, then we break the strong attachment to our separate self and open the door to these random acts of grace. Spiritual masters have a free access to these worlds of possibility – they are themselves the bridge between them, the conduit through which God's grace constantly flows.

In all of his breathtaking and extraordinary life achievements Sri Chinmoy endlessly demonstrates the boundlessness of life, the power bequeathed through spiritual awakening, and that a life harnessed to the force and grace of spirit and God-love will be exemplary. Hence the foundation principle of self-transcendence in his teachings – there really are no limits to our capacity if we dare to try and have faith.

There is a second lovely verse to this poem, too, reiterating its message:

Lord, I am tired.
"Since you are tired, My son,
Even before
Your journey's start,
I shall sail your dream-boat
And reach for you
Your golden Reality-Shore."

– Jogyata.

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The Polite Policeman

December, 2002. Sri Chinmoy is in New Zealand with an international group of his students. We had crossed the Cook Strait on the inter-islander ferry after a free public concert in the Wellington Town Hall on the previous evening. In Picton our group boarded several buses or caught rides in our small convoy of accompanying cars, then together we began the leisurely drive to Christchurch.

Breaching whaleSuch a beautiful afternoon, nature charming us with a fine performance. On our right the Kaikoura ranges snow mantled with a brilliant clarity, soared up into a clear summer sky. Beneath, dark folds of shadowed valleys tumbled down from overlapping skylines of ridges and summits that stepped away into distance. On our left the unusual turquoise green of the sea – kelp beds stretched and swayed, seals lounged on the shoreline's dark shelves of rock, fictitious sightings of breaching whales that had gullible noses pressed to the bus windows.

In this world of beauty our progress was slow and before long we were holding up other traffic, a long procession winding through the green hills. A policeman pulled over Sri Chinmoy's lead vehicle but he too was under the spell of this balmy summer afternoon and could not have been kinder. "How I wish everybody would drive at your speed!" he said. He was helpful and courteous and solicitous and the occupants of the van were charmed by how nice he was. The van driver had a small photo of Sri Chinmoy on the dashboard and the policeman was intrigued. "Is that the Dalai Lama?" he asked, and began talking about the well-known Buddhist leader. They conversed for a while then the policeman left, asking them to pull over if too many cars were gathering behind them.

Sri Chinmoy spoke of this incident a number of times in illustration of the peacefulness of New Zealand and the pleasant time he had on this fourth visit. Several New Zealand songs he has written and these speak of "God-Beauty's Hand", "softness-life and oneness-heart" and "land of the charming lambs". The master has a special fondness for New Zealand.

– Jogyata.

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My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

My God-Hunger-Cry - March 02, 2006 I love to fly On the aspiration-wings. God's Victory-Song My heart sleeplessly sings. - Sri Chinmoy.
My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

In October of 2005, Sri Chinmoy began a series of prayer-poems entitled My God-Hunger-Cry. We are delighted to feature them here and hope they bring you joy and inspiration.

My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

My God-Hunger-Cry - March 01, 2006 God speaks to me Through Nature's beauty. I speak to God With my life-duty. - Sri Chinmoy.
My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

In October of 2005, Sri Chinmoy began a series of prayer-poems entitled My God-Hunger-Cry. We are delighted to feature them here and hope they bring you joy and inspiration.

My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

My God-Hunger-Cry - February 28, 2006 Today I fight Against ignorance-night. Tomorrow I shall dance In God’s Victory-Delight. - Sri Chinmoy.
My God-Hunger-Cry - by Sri Chinmoy

In October of 2005, Sri Chinmoy began a series of prayer-poems entitled My God-Hunger-Cry. We are delighted to feature them here and hope they bring you joy and inspiration.